Missing LA soo much right now!

I should't have gone into sas.com to search for flight to LA, and I def should't have logged on to my SMC (Santa Monica College) profile....
Now I really want to go back to school there! If things just could be as normal as they could here first then I could go back.

Sweden is not to bad, but it's not LA. It's not my dream. I'm trying to focus on the reality and the things that are now. But I can't help dreaming about going back! So I have to make up a plan for me going back. There is still things that are keeping me her, like my dad. But when he is well and up and running again I can go back chasing my dream as a interior decorator.

I've just finished my studies at Halmstad Högskola (Halmstad University) I've studied 30hp (12 units) of Swedish Design which have been so much fun and interesting. But I still miss the US sooooooooo much that I could die alive...

Waking up at 4.45 am has been just time of thoughts going all around in my head, it might have been just what I needed to realize what I want.

But still I have to be here until my dad recovers and then I might just go back to where I belong.

Love

Milla