The Swedish maniac about "Shabby Chic Style"

What is the thing with people on blocket.se (craigslist.com) every thing that is white with broken paint so that you can see some of the wood materials is selling like butter in sunshine! I mean come on! I will show you what people are trying to sell for loads of money. Things that they bought on a flee market last week! Add some text take the time to smell the roses and it will be sooo gay!

Look a dinning table... anyone could say that their old table is Shabby Chic!

This one was one of two things that was cute, but this is only some paint and fabric!

Look at the small tables, the words are not even and it looks like the tables comes directly from Jysk (Walmart).

The this kitchen sofa,,, NO for the love of GOD!!! take it away! The design for a Shabby Chic should be more curved, soft, almost like the French country side style. Not this pine wood! In this case "Less is a bore"

Hum, what to do today?! Ohh well I will tear my kitchen out and write letters on it! Stop act like EVERY thing is Shabby Chic! Sweden, time to wake up!!!!

Missing LA soo much right now!

I should't have gone into sas.com to search for flight to LA, and I def should't have logged on to my SMC (Santa Monica College) profile....
Now I really want to go back to school there! If things just could be as normal as they could here first then I could go back.

Sweden is not to bad, but it's not LA. It's not my dream. I'm trying to focus on the reality and the things that are now. But I can't help dreaming about going back! So I have to make up a plan for me going back. There is still things that are keeping me her, like my dad. But when he is well and up and running again I can go back chasing my dream as a interior decorator.

I've just finished my studies at Halmstad Högskola (Halmstad University) I've studied 30hp (12 units) of Swedish Design which have been so much fun and interesting. But I still miss the US sooooooooo much that I could die alive...

Waking up at 4.45 am has been just time of thoughts going all around in my head, it might have been just what I needed to realize what I want.

But still I have to be here until my dad recovers and then I might just go back to where I belong.

Love

Milla