I get so tired on CSN!

Yesterday when I called to CSN (my financing for my studies) to ask why I have't heard anything from them in over two weeks. And if they knew something about the school. The guy that I talk't with first said that I was in, since 21th of June! Why did't I know anything about that?!

We hangup and I called to CIS (Center of International Studies) to ask them how many credits I'm supposed to study each term. (15credits)
When I'm calling back to CSN I talkt with a girl that said that she could't see me on the fucking LIST!!

Why??? Is't enough that I'm not sleeping properly? This is a very hard and sensitivity time in my life. I get so SAD!!! I want this so badly that you will never understand!

Camilla