My visit to the American Embassy in Stockholm!

Restless

I'm restless and when I'm restless my thoughts are twirling around in my head. Questions that are on the run in my head is...

• Were will I live?
  
• What will a day be like?
• Will I get my car sold before I go? Anyone that would like to buy a Ford?
  
• Is everything going to fit in my bag? Especially my Scrap Booking?
• Is it going to be the last time I will see my dog Kicki alive? ( she is old, 13years)
• WILL I GET MY VISA BY THE MAIL IN TIME?

This is very hard, it's not that easy to get everything to work out well. There is so much things that I need to keep in mind. And a full-time work to do. The things I value the most is to spend time with family and friends before I go. But at the same time, I don't want to spend to much time, cause then I believe that I will miss you all more when I'm gone.

This week I have to...

• Go to the bank to pay visa and Sevis fees.
  
• Take a photo 5x5 cm.
• Copy papers and make them ready for the Embassy.
• An envelope with stamps for at least 65 SEK.
• I have to receive my I-20 from SMC.
  
• And get my payment on Friday :) I need Money.

And when I'm on the subject money I thought of Brighton!

ABC makes words

Words makes sentence

Sentence makes paragraphs

Paragraphs makes chapters

Chapters makes books

Books makes movies

and...

Movies makes MONEY

I would like to wish you all a good night!

Sleep tight and don't let the bed bug's bite!

Camilla

28 th July Stockholm at U.S Embassy

Hi to all of you!
I got my appointment at the U.S Embassy 28 th of July. YES!!! I still have a few things to get done before I go... like papers, envelopment, copy papers, smiling, having fun, breathing.
Saying GOOD BYE to all of you!
But first it's 3 weeks of work left. I will upload a pict from yesterday... SUMMER!

Camilla

Thank you CSN!

I will get my loan from CSN, at first I thought that it would take long time before I got the answer. Only two days later I received an e-mail that I was approved for the loan!! YES
A big stone was lifted from my chest.
Please write a comment where it says Komentar it's in Swedish, but hey it's lime-green.
And thank you dad for realzie that this will make me so HAPPY!

Huggs and kisses

Camilla

I got in to Santa Monica College!

I called back to CSN to have them confirm my application!!!! And guess what?! I'm fucking in, I'm going to start at Santa Monica College in August!!

I'm so so so so so so so HAPPY!!!

(i JUST HAVE TO HOPE THAT CSN WILL TAKE A QUICK DECISION ABOUT MY FINANCIALS, LIKE THIS WEEK SO THAT I CAN APPLY FOR VISA!!!)

LoVe to all of you!

Camilla

I get so tired on CSN!

Yesterday when I called to CSN (my financing for my studies) to ask why I have't heard anything from them in over two weeks. And if they knew something about the school. The guy that I talk't with first said that I was in, since 21th of June! Why did't I know anything about that?!

We hangup and I called to CIS (Center of International Studies) to ask them how many credits I'm supposed to study each term. (15credits)
When I'm calling back to CSN I talkt with a girl that said that she could't see me on the fucking LIST!!

Why??? Is't enough that I'm not sleeping properly? This is a very hard and sensitivity time in my life. I get so SAD!!! I want this so badly that you will never understand!

Camilla

1:2 Application

"Your application at Santa Monica College is almost complete! We have recently submitted your name to CSN and told them that you have been offered “Conditional Admission” to Santa Monica College. "

I'm on my way, things are falling on place, I was so happy when I received this e-mail from Santa Monica College.

Just a few know, I'm not ready to tell everyone jet. I really hope that I can send this link to all of you my family and friends.

I have been trying this before, get in to College. It's a big step forward in my dreams. I really hope "this is it" this time.

I want you all to know how much this means for me, but you won't understand it fully. This is so big, it's my dreams to be able to go back and start to use my English again. I don't want to be like everyone els, I want to be me, Milla. I want to follow my dreams, I want to be happy, and that will not happen if I'm going to sit in Sweden and hold everyones hands because you will miss me. I love you all, otherwise I would't keep in touch and care for you. Please Love me back and let me go. Be happy for me, as I'm happy for you all, all of you that are following your dreams.

This is mine,

Love Camilla

My Application is received...

Now I have to wait for Santa Monica College to take a look on my papers.
I'm crossing my fingers... I't might take 1-3 weeks before I here anything...

I just hope that I can take my mined off that or that the time will pass very quick!

Camilla

My application is mailed to Santa Monica College!

030510 - My application is now mailed to the Santa Monica College. Now I just have to wait for them to receive it and accept me. To day I have to go to pay the fee of $50 to the school in administration fee. I'm going to mail the CIS with the rest of the information. Grades, trans of writing and reading disability and a copy of my passport :)

Have a nice and sunny day!

Love Camilla

1:1 Application

Time for a new blogg! I'm trying again to get into a college. I really want to go back to the states. I never felt as whole in my life, never as home.
So time to go to LA!!!
Santa Monica College, Interior Architectural Design